i never should have told...

twist and turns in this day i knew but didn't anticipate. 

taking unsympathetic turns 

toward reality in my head. 

i woke up to the rain, 

then watched the rain slowly fade away. 

i was thinking of you the whole entire time

but wasn't sure why. 

i wasn't thinking in a hopeful sort of way. 

just a realistic way. 

just a general person sort of way. 

it was one of the rare times

when i know i'm not just going crazy over dreams and hopes. 

when i generally just start to like you for who you are now. 

there's growing and i could still be wrong, but i'm okay with that.