Wednesday, May 21, 2008

re-action.

i know i pacify things i know sometimes. 
i have a fear of hurt. 
i can't say things are good or bad now
just better than they were before. 

fallen skylines
making new lines.
fear of being human
fear of speaking truly.
its never been so real 
and it's never been so difficult
there's no spontaneity in a model life. 

the 'trust me' was an open hand 
invitation. 
inviting me to wake up and realize all these things were around me 
supporting an unaware me.
i trusted and saw 
all the love 
and the honesty.
taking off the wound bandages one by one. 
i just want you wrapped around me like a scarf. 
shielding me against the cold 
of unwary hearts. 
i'm supposed to smile through all of this. 
thank you for the open hand. 

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